Allowing Your Fears to Control your Finances and Future

I have and know some amazingly talented people, who have beautiful gifts and abilities, but yet they hold onto the fear of success. Their passion to share and expand and heal is unquestionable, but their own ability to heal and expand holds this seed of doubt and fear.

‘Will I, could I, should I, we can all find a sentence that could begin with one of those, and often we then place boundaries based on our own fears of rejection and failure to limit our success.

We create that failure though, we have set that as an outcome based on our fears and allow that to manifest into our reality.

If something did not work then learn from it, something that you have run, taught or written will not resonate with everyone and you have to accept that there will be some people who come up against their own fears and reflect that back in your work.

As soon as people start talking about success and money an automatic association of greed and unethical practices comes into people’s minds. This again comes from a fear in our society that if someone is talking about money then it must relate to them wanting power, control and financial domination.

I have realised a few fears recently:

I have fear of my own voice

I have fear of others reaction to what I do

I have fear of stepping into my ‘self’ space and standing up and saying yes I accept all of what I have to offer

I have fear of being successful

I fear what I have to offer has no worth.

Ouch!

Yet true, but I have acknowledged them and I am working with them.

Allowing these fears to manifest in our work and daily routine creates financial boundaries, which in turn creates dissatisfaction and a cycle of disharmony...I would love to do that but only for that many people, what if they don’t enjoy it, maybe its best I don’t do it.

You can feel the excitement of something new, maybe an idea, a project, a change in career or direction approaching, as it looms towards you this sudden unknown feeling of safety and discomfort manifests itself in your solar plexus and then before you know it all your power and excitement in drained away with the fear? Anyone been there before?

As your mind takes over and you analyse it to death the once great idea and opportunity is safely stored away for a ‘better’ time allowing your fear based control to take charge.

Although I have fears I have sat straight in front of them addressed them and worked with them and asked why they are there. They are not there to harm me or ruin me, sometime they are there to warn or guide me.

Spending time with your fears and actually writing them down associated with a particular topic, project or new idea can allow you to work out what areas do not work or need adjusting, and give you a greater understanding of what it is you want to achieve out of your goal.

If you fear talking to 20 people, then why not aim for 10?

But acknowledge that is what you have chosen for your highest good at that point, and congratulate yourself in achieving that goal.

Be aware though and don’t allow that decision to be based on fear and restrictive growth. If you know you are capable of talking to 20 people then do it...if it is fear of not being able to get 20 people to attend your talk then address that fear, work with it and let it go or it will manifest its self in the reality and failure due to fear will become a reality.

What could have been an amazing talk for 10 turned out to be a failure of only 10, and all those who attended with pick up on your feeling of under achieving and failure.

Allow yourself the space to work with your fears, your goals and the boundaries you place around yourself and your path. Create time to work with these fears and releasing them so you can step into your power and manifest the goals you know you deserve.

Flow

Like spirits of the ocean or bodies ebb and flow.

Our deep seated currents of emotions rise up and crash against others before returning back to the calm waters.
We dive into situations head first with no organisation and chaos, without using our intuition and going with the flow.
We pool our creative wisdom and energy allowing our bodies to become blocked with negative thoughts and become stagnant.

Water falls over a mountain top, it does not hesitate and hold back, it embraces the journey and takes the leap and creates rainbows in its wake.

Tree Energy

Nature gives you the space to clear debris, blockages and thoughts that no longer serve you or hold you back.
By shifting your focus to all that is around you in a place of beauty and breathing in all that is around you, you can feel nature assist you in shifting forward and releasing what needs to be.

Nature provides natural temples within its trees where you can go and sit, meditate and gain wisdom and in-sites from the great earth elders around you.
Their roots are firm and even through the darkness they sense how to grow towards water and the earth, working to nourish and support the tree.
The tall pillar of the tree trunk reaches up to source, a strong yet graceful and flexible structure that moves and flows with the winds and energy around it.
The branches and leaves spread wide not dispersing the trees energy, but working together to gain light for the tree, helping it to evolve and grow.

If you spend time in earth tree temples, allowing your consciousness to expand and be as one with the trees you will feel your core also expanding.
Reaching up to source, down deep into Mother earths core and gently being moved with the winds of time around you.

Ascending Self

Dear ones,
There is individuality in each of you but together you are one, a whole being of light that shines forth on this path of ascension. Be aware of the cords that you have attached to you as you effect all and everything on your path as your vibration emanates all around.
There are cosmic shifts, earth shifts and inner shifts taking place each and every moment during your life cycle on this path and with each step you take you move forward towards a greater light and purpose.
The effects of transitions can be felt by many through physical, emotional and spiritual manifestations, allow not these transformations to darken your light, but use them to see forward and evolve your being.
Carry with you the torch of pure self and call forth the beings of illuminating light that encompass your being on this plane.
deep wisdom of old and preceding lives are beginning to shine through and people are experiencing regrowth from past knowledge that is being re-fed to them with in their daily evolution.
Mind remapping and revisiting old issues are dominate at present, but this detoxification of old processes and manifestations of previous self are necessarily for your new spiritual being to move in alignment with your previous being self, and the next higher ascended self of now.
Symbolic gestures from the ascended beings are being brought into the physical presences so more of you are able to process and accept them into your life.
Data download is increasing with the surge of both lost of old and new information being channeled into those that are accelerating on their path.
This may prove to be of a challenging energetic time, but time must be found with in your days to process and use this energy and information that is being given to you.
Stop and allow your focus to be relaxed and your senses to return within and feel the balance and harmony that moments of inner stillness bring you, so that you may be given this information and energetic growth.

The trinity of eclipse have been brought so that the portals of ascension can be accessed. The symbolic nature of rebirth during this lunar month and pure manifestation, is one of great importance as light warriors around your planet shall stand together and bring beacons of new light within this dark transition of rebirth.
Chaos will be prevalent during this time and people with seek to find answers from those around. These warriors must shine forth so that these beings can follow the path and not continue in their cycles of  sabotage and egotistical existence.

Assistance is here, we are here, the gifts and light we hold are for all, with no fear or cost. Open up and allow your being of whole self to cross through the portals and ascend your spiritual vibration.

The Masters.

A Simple Message.....

Today was a simple message and one that needed very few words....

.....Trust in your heart today and the truth with shine though.




Chiara

Space to Create

I was recently speaking to someone who said that they were not given the space to think 'Im enjoy the learning but I don't feel I am given the stillness and space to create thought and process information during the sessions and after'.

Personal space is so very important as it gives you the room to expand and learning comes from allowing.
Spiritual growth needs light and space like a plant, if its being surrounded in shadow or too close to other plants it will not be given the space to develop or the light it needs to grow towards.
This is not to say we can't develop and grow around like minded others, as our lives are very busy with family, friends and work colleges.
What is being asked is to create a small space to honor yourself, to allow your mind, body and spirit a symbolic space that represents your growth and development.
By bringing in repetitive practice and a recognizable space, our minds and self will become more aware when we are in that space, that moments of focus, growth,and stillness are about to begin.
You also need to create space in your mind and busy schedule for mindful practices, its all well having a sacred space if you can't find the time to use it.
The art of 'being' and working with the stillness within yourself is a mastery of time management and dedication to practice.
Time away from computers, technology and other people and connecting with your higher self and all that is will bring greater understanding to your life journey, answers to questions and decisions, and a greater conscious awareness of energetic changes and shifts both around you and within.
Life is a beautiful harmonious balance, an orchestra of opportunities and by creating this sacred personal space
for your whole self you will unlock and access so much more around you and with.

Acceptance without Reliance

Self reliance to sustain a life you want to lead through acceptance that only you can take yourself forward to stand alone within your energetic being. This allows you the space to connect and use your awareness without the energetic need for collective thought and decision making.
People need to live without the permanent support of others, without the reliance and childlike embryonic need to attach and rely on others for forward life changes.
This can be lonely and so many people find the void of individualism empty rather than full of opportunities and turn to substance and abuse as a way of filling that void, as a way to release from being entangled in their thought processes.
When people disconnect from source this energetic reliance on others returns as they seek life answers, inspiration and energy.
This leads to a form of energetic vampire and unfulfilled relationships and a need for finding new sources of energy attachments to others, searching out ways of taking energetic resources from others.
This fog of illusion removes the view to see you.
Social reliance of acceptance and delusion of belonging creates barriers and fear based judgement of self doubt.
Living within your own space and 'being' you and stepping forward on your journey without the reliance and attachment of others will bring peace, fulfillment, excitement with new possibilities and relationships of balanced energetic forms.
Being able to rely on your own self must be accomplished before learning to assist others on their path.
Judgmental restraints are when you allow others to take your power, removing the ability  to choose for yourself becoming the reliant being for others.
This again comes back to self and choosing to give your energy rather than have it taken and allowing others to effect your decision making processes.
Energetic resemblance, taking on the traits of others characteristics, physical form in able to recreate their energetic self to reproduce the acceptance is another form of non self.
We all have our own personal powerful energetic self blueprint and removing the reliance on others and accepting our true self our true journey of begin begins.

Giving Without Receiving

Gratitude with reactive need to gain in return.
It is a gift that is given with thanks without wanting more in return. The symbolic labeling of giving everything comes at a price, the cost, the need to take back, 'give and take'.
If you give from a place of love with no need for return and without the fear of loss, then in return you will loose the need to take in return.
Societies destructive effect on our ability to give, share voluntarily, has created  a self reflective need to hold onto our basket so tightly and never let go in fear it will be taken away.
Learning to say no.
Everyday you are given moments large and small to choose to say yes 'I shall offer to give' and say no 'that doesn't resonate with me and I will not take that path, accept to put myself in that situation or position'. I create my own choices and they come from my heart center.
When fear, negative emotional and influences are allowed to lead us through these decision making processes, the joy of giving, sharing and the joy of heart based gratitude is removed if the action is reinforced with negative reaction.
'She only did that because she wanted something back in return', 'he is going out of his way to rub it in our faces' 'he is trying to prove he is better than us'.
This brings in the ego and how you choose to use a situation to gain egotistical applause and gratification to gain stature and social status.
This act of giving from the ego then reflects back with the negative gratitude, and until people learn to let go of this reinforced belief system that actions of kindness are symbols of greed, ego, self gain and the circle of distrust continues.
Core belief systems need to be changed and re balanced to become aligned with the non ego energy, the heart based act of giving and truly believing that others give for the act of pure giving without the 'need', but the joy of accepting gratitude.
Learn to let go of the action, allow it to happen as the flow in return from the act of heart based giving shall return with more than you can ever expect and you will experience pure gratitude from the returned space.

Inner Trust and Conscious Awareness

Do you trust yourself?
Do you listen to what you are hearing, trust what you feel, believe what you see?
So many people are currently been blocked by an illusion of self, unaware of what they want out of their lives, what they believe they deserve out of their lives.
We all create thoughts, energy and action and we all have the ability to change this created reality for a better one through conscious awareness.
What areas in your life feel like they are weighing you down like weights around your ankles?
They are exactly that and they bring disharmony to your whole being, preventing you from soaring and seeing the true reality you wish to create.
By working from the inside, the inner you, we learn to create the reality we choose to live, not the outer reflection of others perception.
Every answer, every decision and every moment is created by being aware of our inner truths and how our bodies convey these truths through messages. Often unconsciously people reflect this disharmony asking 'is your heart in it', what is your gut feeling' and 'what are you thinking'.
These are all the signs that your physical being is consciously trying to communicate the truth of a situation or decision.
By stripping the illusions that block us we can return back to a state of inner conscious awareness of our outer surroundings and reality, choosing to change what no longer serves us or for our highest good.
By working with our inner being we actively expand our conscious awareness allowing us to intuitively control and choose the reality that we create on a larger energetic level.
You can not effect how someone chooses to treat you, or energetically interacts with you, but you have the ability to see the truth in how you choose to react or partake in the reality that they create.
Become aware, learn to feel and listen to your inner truths and learn to consciously connect with your inner being creating your true reality.
 

Expanded conciousness

If i close my eyes and expand my awareness I can hear he sea, taste its salty air on the back of my throat and feel the sand between my toes.
I can fly with the wind, feel it moving over the mountains, the cold snowy air chilling my skin.
If I reach out I can touch the flowers moving softy in the valleys, hear the bees dancing from one flower to another.
I can can see the clouds move over ancient skies, whispering thier words of forgotten tales.
If I listen to my heart I can hear it beat as one with all and everything, the universe as a whole.

Spirit Of Togetherness

The union of love is in the air today, filling the energy with a feeling of community and union of male and female energies.
The wedding of the young couple has brought a sense of optimism and a strength of hope for the future with a connection with our past history and inter twinned with our heritage and British traditions.
The duality of male and female brings forward the balance of polarities, elements and assists us in using the energy of the twin flame and spirit.
These occasions also remind us of how connected we are, how we share the same space, time and energy.
So many people have said how they can relate to Kate and William, they feel connected to the occasion and have felt emotions that have been unexpected. Huge amounts of joy, excitement, nervous, anticipation and celebration and an out pouring of tears seeing the couple take the union of vows and share their amazingly personal journey with the world.
I give thanks, even though I am not a huge follower of the Royal family, I still give thanks as a wedding day is very special, humbling and personal. To open your doors regardless of protocols, politics or royalty and share the moment of binding love was a beautiful act of kindness that should still be given thanks and celebrated.

A Moment Of Sunshine

As I lazily lay back watching the sun dapple through the rich green leaves.
I'm surrounded by a carpet of rich flora, a multicolored wild abundance of natures beauty. I watch as dandelion clock seeds and butterflies float past driven by the tide of the gentle breeze.

With the sunshine brings an up lift in peoples souls as I listen to gardens full of laughter and joy. Warmth brings union and a passion of togetherness as people converse and share food and spirit.

I curl my toes up in the grass enjoying the feeling of the grounding earth supporting and nourishing my energy.
The sunshine slowly creeps across my arm reminding me that time is always shifting forward, a daily cycle of rebirth.
I close my eyes and consciously become aware of the feeling the suns solar rays have on my arm, breathing deep to absorb its energy around my body.

Fear to full fill your dreams

People hold true deep desires that their authentic self yearns for them to do.

Mine is to write, even though I have always written ideas and thoughts down. The feeling of not knowing what to write or the incompleteness of information or knowledge to 'write' has always prevented me from doing it.
The brick wall effect that hits us all is actually an illusion of fear and self doubt.

The desire to paint, sing, write or dance actually holds us back and creates this barrier of our fear of self reflection.
Its not the doubt of what we think we may look like from a reflective point of view, but the illusion of self worth deep within when we actually follow these dreams.

Some people actually love the feeling of always hoping they will one day follow their creative dreams, so never actually full fill this desire in fear it will not hold all the worth they have dreamed it would be.

When I write I 'feel' complete, if I never manage to write a book that becomes a best seller, I will not feel my life long dream will not be complete.
My dream was to write..for who? Myself...
What about? I know now know that its whatever my heart tells me to.
To what end? As it makes me feel whole, a sense of completeness that excitement of not knowing who will read this or gain anything from it, is just as satisfying as it is walking into a bookshop and seeing the best seller on the shelves.
Why? Because in full filling my dream of actually writing with no boundaries or goals other than to just write it has been everything I could of hoped it would be.

Past Energetic Release

The shore laps up against my feet as the guls circle up high above, calling to each other.
A broken memory surfaces as a wave breaks, jogging my thoughts into the past thoughts where the memory happened.
I choose not to acknowledge it forcing it deep back into my memory, but as the tide continues to draw nearer so does the returning emotion.
I gaze up relaxing my eyes and drawing the memory to filter into my reality.
I begin to hear and see the people as they unfold in the clouds like a recreating video tape up in the sky.
Fear creeps in and tightens my throat causing my breath to become shallow as the images are played back.
I pull back my energy and release the fear and open my heart so I can truly see the effect that this now past episode has been retelling its tale through out my daily life.
Light shines like a beacon through the clouds, higher hands showing me the path to how I have with drawn energy from my now being and lost it to the past.
A  feeling of sudden harmony and gentle angelic peace over comes me as I feel the release of this energy that no longer holds me imprisoned in the tape of time lost.
I slump back onto the sand gasping with laughter and wiping the tears from my eyes as this new found self acceptance over comes me.

There is a gentle art to self realization and past energetic release that by allowing yourself  the time, space, and love to open up to will bring a truly amazing feeling of abundance and self worth in this exact space and moment....within the now.

Harmony Happening - A channeled message from Metatron

Harmony happening has already begun around the planet, your field of judgement and acceptance is being removed for all of the race to see.
The greater benefits shall be felt when the mass of conscious begin this momentum toward the new beginning.
Feel the pull from the earth deep in her core and cascade waves of gratitude upon her earth heart so that she can continue to help the human race move back into this harmonious balance.
If you sit and connect you will fell this intense shift deep within your cells already beginning the transition towards new self.
I have been guided to hasten this beginning by activating the few who are needed to begin this conscious shift and help others to do the same.
There is a collective energy force and the magnetic pull from the earth will join those who are needed together in the next coming months.
This will be challenging but draw pillars of healing light from the earths core and she will help you understand and realign balance and strength.

Channeled message from Metatron

First for everything

I have wanted to try blogging for years, I have always written poetry and recently began channeling messages, but this was always something that I did for myself and never shared.
Its interesting overcoming the boundaries of fear and other peoples opinions and perceptions as what it is you will write.
Letting go of this fear has taken me sometime, but I have realized how freeing it can be to just write and share it and accept that only I am governed by how I react to other people thoughts.

I am sitting here watching the beautiful morning unfold, I have got a group of red kites circling above watching from afar and my garden is alive with activity of insects and plant life.

I love to watch nature as it gently guides us with its wisdom of transformation and journey.
I acknowledge this but observing to my left a rose that we only planted at the weekend that has with love and nurturing already grown upwards towards the light whilst its roots ground it deep within the earth that feeds and supports it.

Abundance is all around us in so many ways and we seem to stray away from natures gifts that are free and become consumed with electronic interaction, financial gain and social development.

True self is found from finding interaction, wisdom and development from what our inner voice tells us and working with our guides and accepting wholeness with ourselves rather than trying to fill the void of society with material gain.

Spend time with nature today and watch the lessons that can be learned for yourself all around you.